Tuesday, March 21st, 2006
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8:31 am
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Things have gone pretty good. I went to go see Motorhead and GBH as planned.They were great. Lemmy and Collin are both old lol! But they still fucken rock. I was suppose to go see Medic play! I couldnt make it and on the same day A Public Assault was palying with Broken Bones, All Out Attack etc.! Im gonna see Medic play though on the 25th. n-e-ways school is going good although it's still fucken boring well it always has been. Yeaaah I might go to moval this weekend to party it up over their since I havent for a while. I've had alot on my mind lately, One of my best friends told me like two nights ago that he was anorexic ..Idk what i can do to help him...I guess he needs to hang out with me more... I might just go and hand out with him this weekend idk...depends if i find my LIsence! Ohhh I forgot to mention that i hate all hospitals in mexico. Their fucken stupid. My grandpa has prostate cancer again! He had it removed a couple of years ago and now their saying they might have done the wrong surgery..The wrong fucken surgery!? ooook yeah... I guess its spreading and blahblah :( Its worrying me
p.s other than the bad news Karla's mum took us to Red Lobster for Karina's b-day it was delicious
current mood:  sad
current music: New York Dolls > Vietnamese Baby
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Tuesday, February 28th, 2006
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12:23 am
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This weekend was great! <3
current mood:  excited
current music: Motorhead> Killed by death
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Wednesday, February 22nd, 2006
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9:21 am
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I didnt go to school today! .... Idk why.. i feel like driving to San Francisco! Just to get away from everything i cant stop thinking of everything... SCHOOL, which I kinda know where im going its somewhere in Palm Desert i decided i dont want to move out right away , things are way to hard I cant deal with my grandma she is worst than my mom! I also have been thinking alot about mmmmmm yeah.... idk what he thinks anymore or what to expect, He's changed ... idk if its for the best or the worst... hopefully the best, But yeah I miss him... I cant be like this anymore though im becoming someone i hate. I deleted my Myspace! I made a new one though I didnt want to meet new people or deal with anyone else But I like that, I like meeting people and im not going to hide and be so upset about everything anymore... Im planning on talking to my dad setting things right with him... Idk i just figuored people dont live forever....You have to enjoy the time you have with them... and remember every moment of it.... Idk life isnt always going to be fair... life is too short to be so mad at! Anyways I need to get a job too! Ahhhhh! Well I have to take a shower and figuore out what im goin to do! Im suppose to go to hooters this weekend for anthonys b-day party and then my cousin is throwing a party for her 18th b-day and Jaco fest thingy! Ahhh! Somehow were going to do all of those in one day! <3
current mood:  calm
current music: Siouxsie and the Banshees>The killing Jar
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Tuesday, February 7th, 2006
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3:29 pm
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I went to LA this weekend and i waaaaas going to partay with my cousins for their 18th birthday buuuut I ended up leaving to Mo Val cause some shit was going to go down with Anthony and Ashley's bf! We were their for a while and this guy that i've known for a while started talking to me pretty creepy! So i told my cousin we needed to leave!lol so we did and we got some food and went home and fell asleep on the couch. So were probably going to go party again this weekend down in Mo Val.
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Say baby you been lookin' real good
You know that I remember when we met
ItŠ funny how I never felt so good
It's a feelin' that I know
I know I'll never forget
Ooh it was the best time I can remember
Ooh and the love we shared - is lovin' that'll
last forever
There wasn't much in this heart of mine
There was a little left and babe you found it
It's funny how I never felt so high
It's a feelin' that I know
I know I'll never forget
Ooh it was the best time I can remember
Ooh and the love we shared - is lovin' that'll
last forever
I think about you
Honey all the time my heart says yes
I think about you
Deep inside I love you best
I think about you
You know you're the one I want
I think about you
Darlin' you're the only one
I think about you
I think about you
You know that I do
I think about you
All with love - only you
I think about you
Ooh, itŠ true
I think about you
Ooh, yes I do
Somethin' changed in this heart of mine
An' you know that I'm so glad that ya showed me
Honey now youŠe my best friend
I wanna stay together till the very end
Ooh it was the best time I can remember
Ooh and the love we shared - is lovin' that'll
last forever
I think about you
Honey all the time my heart says yes
I think about you
Deep inside I love you best
I think about you
You know you're the one I want
I think about you
Darlin' you're the only one
I think about you
current mood:  blank
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Sunday, January 29th, 2006
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11:13 pm
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This weekend was shit! I left to moreno valley friday (to take my cousins camera back cause she was having her anniversary thingy). We hung out friday ate Jack and ice cream!and just cought up :),then we went to pick up anthony and went over his house,hiswhole family was their. His brother and his friend were drinking and stuff..So his brothers friend Eddie I guess told my cousin to hook us up and my cousin gave him the eye and told him to back off LOL ! she is crazy i love her. He ran out the house when we were about to leave and shock my hand i guess introducedhimself and invited us to some Psychobilly show in Riverside i think. anyways i was suppose to leave sat. morning but my cousin convinced me to go with them to get their hair done of course!!! and we were stuck in LA all day. Porter calls me and tells me his baby was born and told me all about it i guess he wants me to see the baby kinda weeeeird! So i couldnt make it to Brawley since it was too late :( my cousin came home from dinner with her bf and was all excited cause she got a promise ring..... thats fucken crazy man im happy for her though. Yeah so i came home today i got here like at 12:30 and i pretty much tried to sleep but i have too much on my mind i dont think im going to sleep tonight again!
current mood:  worried
current music: Guns n Roses>Think About You
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Thursday, January 19th, 2006
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11:29 pm
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So my wife reminded me of the Lj stuff and im pretty bored! Lots of stuff has gone on since i updated this thing. I got a car! i have no bf again! pretty much my fault of course hopefully my aunts advise was good if not then im screwed.....I hardly spend my weekends in brawley anymore im either taking a road trip or going to LA anyways since my great g-ma moved down here (the funniest person i have ever met by the way and most intresting)we go down their more often...Im 18 and now im really going to die of lung cancer!!! Yeah anyways tommorow im suppose to go to see fernando's band and kevin's band play at my old high school and fucken excited! lots of old friends are going to be their! Ill probably hang out with my family sat. i miss them! and sun. come back and start to rot again! muahahahhaah........ok so i got my first fucken tattoo!wooo! its not complete though and im planning to get sleeves done so hopefully ill get started with those soon here are some halloween pic's from the partay we went too and others..
current mood:  frustrated
current music: CRAMPS>LOVE ME
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Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005
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10:58 pm
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me and daniel
little fattys
margie and david
current mood:  full
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4:11 pm
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I went to prom on Saturday :) i was fun everyone looked so hott!! Dan looked hansome....i guuuuuuuuuuess hahah .He came over my house kinda early cause my mom was leaving to mex with my aunt and she wanted to see us and she took forever taking pictures!!!!! So then we went to Dan's house and we were there playing Halo for a little while and then we left to prom :) and im to lazy to type the rest
ill post pictures later i gotta go eat
current mood:  okay
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Wednesday, April 27th, 2005
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4:30 pm
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So just kicking here! Ive had to many test the past 2 days! My brain is going to fall out....well whats left of it heheheh. Any who Monica got her liscense!!!! yay she is suppose to come visit with all da homies ! Ive been thinking alot about where i should move i talked to Leane some lady from FIDM in Irvine and she was awesome and im suppose to call her to schedule an appointment... idk where i should stay though like lets see i know LA is sweeet but San Diego would be a new experience...ahhhh! idk ill think about that the last minute i guess.So i went to fresno this weekend and i had cramps half the time so i was just laying their watching t.v most the time. My little nephew johnathan is soooooooooo cute!!! My aunt bought a new house thats why we went down their and my cousin wanted me to go with him and my brother to some party i wasnt really in the mood to though cause of my stupid CRAMPS.Yup.....well this weekend is prom... and hopefully i go to LA the following week.I wish i could just hide under my aunts bed and stay their forever !My aunt called me last night to tell me how much fun they had on Saturday while i was in stupid fresno!! But she said they missed me so it made me feel better i told her i already new they were cause i bring the party muahahha she is awesome though. Its good to have people call u to let u know they remember you! Corey Duffel is a sexy bitch!!
current mood:  loved
current music: The Sounds>Rock n Roll
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Friday, April 15th, 2005
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3:19 pm
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TESTING123.....123
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Tuesday, March 29th, 2005
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9:53 pm - IM BACK !
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Ok so im still alive :) Im updating this for the rest of the week since i have no life!!!Ok so lets start wit the begining of spring break...thrus:..dont remember fri:i wanted to kill myself sat:i went to palm desert with ray javie micheal and of course my parents n-e-ways it was soooo weird cause i was just talking about how i needed to smoke bud cause i hadnt in a while ...sooo like 5 min. later two girls walk by and their like do you guys have a quarter and were like uhhhhhhh and they were like we'll give you bud :) hahahah omg so ray is like ok! and the chick takes out a hand full out of her purse and gives it to micheal and were like wtf ...yes we will hot box my car! we got home and we watched THE WALL .... its awesome...on weeed i guess cause it was really weird but i likey so sunday:i dont remeber mon:i went to san diego we went to the museum...in baboa or something like that and then we went to groosmont center and today.... i hung out with dan and i came home i watched the ring 2.... it sucks!yeah pretty much my spring break so far...
current mood:  dorky
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Thursday, January 20th, 2005
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5:15 pm - idk
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ok so im fucken bored and decided to update. so lets see nothing excited has happened just been feeling a little down same ohh same ohhh. well my stupid fish dosent get fat i hate it i think i should just eat it well i gotta go now my mom is yelling later
current mood:  bored
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Monday, October 11th, 2004
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9:05 pm - mmmmmmm (drools) foood!
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dam so i havent updated this crap in a loooooooooooong time yup yup lets see nothing really has happened i have a head ach well the its almost halloween !!! my favorite! so this year were going to be the pink ladies i wanted to be something scary but i couldnt think of anything yes so yay!! i talked to MONICA !! i miss her well all my friends from LA are going to knotts on fri. and so am i hopefully so ill probably get to see them their too!!! so hopefully i will i miss that girl! well thats all folks
current mood: bored
current music: misfits> she
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Monday, September 6th, 2004
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4:51 pm
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WELL IM BORED RIGHT NOW I DECIDED TO TAKE A BRAKE IM DOING MY HOMEWORK DAM FIRST WEEK AND I HAVE LOTS OF IT SUCKS!! WELL I DIDNT REALLY DO ANYTHING THIS WEEKEND WE HUNG OUT YESTERDAY AT LORI'S ONLY ONE GROUPIES WAS MISSING WE MISSED HER . OH YEAH MAN! OK SO I WAS WATCHING DEUCE'S WILD AND MY BROTHER OPENS THE DOOR AND HE IS LIKE DO YOU HAVE THE PHONE KARLA AND IM LIKE UHHHHH NO AND I LOOK UP AND THEIRS A STUPID COP BEHIND HIM IM LIKE WTF WHAT HAPPENED AND THE COPS WERE LIKE IS EVERYTHING OK HERE AND I WAS LIKE YES... WHAT HAPPENED?? I GUESS THEY SAID SOME ONE DIALED 911 SO THEY CAME DOWN.. WELL WE DONT KNOW WHO IT WAS WE JUST BLAMED IT ON BRENDA. YEAH OHH YEAH MY MOM CALLS ME FROM WORK ALL HAPPY AND IM LIKE UHHH WHATS GOTTEN INTO YOU ... HAHA I GUESS IT WAS HER FRIENDS B-DAY AND THEY WENT TO APPLE BEES AND HAD DRINKS AND SHE WAS ALL BUZZED AT WORK SHE WAS LIKE U BETTER NOT TELL YOUR DAD HEHEHE SO I WAS LIKE UHHHH YOU HAVE TO BRING ME SOMETHING TO EAT IF YOU DONT ILL TELL ON YOU MUAHAHHAHA SO SHE WAS LIKE UHHHHH FINE ILL TELL YOUR DAD YOU'VE COMING HOME LATE AND STUFF SO I WAS LIKE DAMMMMMMM. YES YES WELL I GUESS I BETTER GET BACK TO MY HW...
current mood: bored
current music: TOO DRUNK TO FUCK
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Wednesday, September 1st, 2004
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4:29 pm - pancake's stinks
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yes yes skool started it sucks!! its soo hott i like my classes though i dont like my english i dont know anyone theirs all these gangstas! yeah well i got my space! and i dont know how it works but some how i talk to my friends from LA man i miss them!
current mood: blah
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Saturday, August 28th, 2004
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12:53 am - FEEEEEEEEEET
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WELL WERE BACK FROM THE SHOW AT STEVEO'S AND IM SOBER!! ONLY ONE BEER. THATS PRETTY GOOD CAUSE ONCE I START I CANT STOP! YES WELL THE SHOW WAS PRETTY GOOD NEON HORS AND DROP OUTS SOUNDED GOOD! MMMMMM I FELT LIKE I WAS GOING TO FAINT CAUSE IT WAS SOO FUCKEN HOTT! YEAH THEN WE WENT TO EAT!! BUT I DIDNT FEEL GOOD I SHOULD HAVE NEVER ATE THE BROWNIE! BUT IT LOOKED SOOO GOOD..WELL I LEARNED MY LESSON. ON THE WAY BACK WE STOPPED AT SOME CEMETARY.. THE GIRLS WERE SCARED I WASNT...YEEEEEEEAH.. HEHE WELL IM SITTING HERE AND IT FEELS LIKE SOMEONE IS BREATHING IN THE KITCHEN IT SOUNDS SCRRY! TALKING ABOUT THAT!! THEIRS A HUGE GURILLA I THINK THATS HOW U SPELL IT OR MONKEY WHATEVE THAT THING WAS UGGGGGGGGGGGGLY WITH PUBIC HAIR..EWWWWWW ENOUGH OF THIS
current mood: lonely
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Thursday, August 26th, 2004
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6:39 pm
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YESTERDAY WAS KOOL! WE WENT TO REGISTER AND IT WENT BY FAST! I GOT GOOD CLASSES TOO! YEAH AND THEN WE WENT TO NESSA'S AND PLAYED MAKEUP! AND WE ATE JUNK FOOD! AND WE HAD A LITTLE CAKE FOR KC AND AARON AND TIM CAME OVER AND THEY SANG TO KC ALL SOFT HAHAHAH LOL!! (ROLLS ON FLOOR LAUGHING) ANYWAYS WE WENT TO THE PARK AND I KICKED SOME GIRLS ASS FOR THE SWINGS YES YES PUTS ON GLASSES... ANY WAYS SHE WAS ALL SCARED OF MY MUSCLES . WELL WE WENT SWIMMING ON THE VAGINA RIVER IN PAT WILLIAMS! AND THEN WE WENT TO THE D-SHOP AND TIM AND AARON WERE KICKING MY ASS CAUSE I KEPT TOUCHING THEM JEEZ THEIR SO JELOUS CANT EVEN SHARE! ANYWAYS AARONS NEW NAME IS ROBBIE! HEHE SOME GUY WAS LIKE .....ROBBIE?? ..BUDDY IS THAT U AND AARON WAS LIKE YEAH MAN!! ITS ME AND THE GUY TRIED MAKING OUT WITH HIM AND AARON WITH LIKE HEY HEY IM NOT LIKE THAT ANYMORE IM MARRIED TO TIM HERE! AND THEN I WENT HOME
current mood: dorky
current music: WATCHING >FRIENDS
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Wednesday, August 25th, 2004
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12:39 am - YES YES
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1, 2, 3, 4 singled out the kids who are mean to me get straight a's but they still make fun i don't give a, i'll laugh last stayed in every night do my homework so i'll be smart girls all say i'm a little fucked mommy i'm a good boy mommy i'm a fuckin' savior mommy i'm alive mommy, can i go out and kill tonight rip the veins from human necks until they're wet with life razor-blades love teenage flesh an epidermoty i'll bring back a souvenir for it's my mommy's dream can i go out and kill tonight, kill tonight killed a girl on lovers' lane i kept her toes and teeth every night i stalk around until i find my keep i'll bring back a souvenir for it's my mommy's dream can i go out and kill tonight, kill tonight killed a girl on lovers lane i kept her toes and teeth every night i stalk around until i find my keep, mommy i'll bring back a souvenir for it's my mommy's dream can i go out and kill tonight, kill tonight kill tonight, kill tonight, kill tonight, kill tonight kill tonight, kill tonight can i go out and kill tonight, kill tonight kill tonight, kill tonight, kill tonight, kill tonight kill tonight, kill tonight
current mood: mellow
current music: MISFITS
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Monday, August 23rd, 2004
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8:34 pm
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SO I WOKE UP RIGHT AND MY HAIR WAS YELLOW AND PINK!! SO I GOT DRESSED CAUSE I HAD TO BABYSIT FOR MY AUNT. SO WE WERE AT HOSPITAL WAITING FOR MY AUNTS NAME TO BE CALLED ... AND JOSHUA IT RUNNING AROUND LIKE CRAZY AND IM ALL LAUGHING MY ASS OFF. SO THEN MY AUNT WENT INTO THE OFFICE AND WELL JOSHUA WAS PISSING ME OFF I MEAN THE KID IS ONLY FUNNY FOR A WHILE AFTERWARDS ITS LIKE JEEZ I DONT WANT ANY KIDDLES
SO I GOT PISSED OFF AND I PICKED HIM UP AND SHOOK HIM REALLY HARD AND THREW HIM AGAINST THE WALL I COULDNT HELP IT I WAS SO MAD! AND THEN SECURITY CAME AND I TOLD HIM THAT I HAD DROPPED HIM BY MISTAKE AND I YELLED I SWEAR I DID I SWEAR!! SO HE WAS LIKE OK WELL... I GUESS ILL LET U GO BUT ONLY BECAUSE YOUR FAT! SO I WAS LIKE YES YES THANX U PIG.
ANYWAYS THE BABY WAS UNCONCSIOUS SO I THREW WATER ON HIS FACE! AND HE WAS JUST SITTING THEIR LIKE A LITTLE CUTE BOY HEHEH! THATS HOW HE SHOULD HAVE BEEN SINCE THE BEGINING! MY AUNT CAME OUT AND I TOLD HER WHAT A WONDERFUL KID SHE HAD :)... SO THEN I GOT HOME AND CALLED MY FRIEND AND SHE PICKED ME UP AND I LEFT MY SISTER IN THE CLOSET! YES YES SHE WAS CRYING BUT I DIDNT CARE I HIT HER ON THE HEAD AND SHE JUST WENT OUNCONCSIOUS TOO. SO WE LEFT ON HER BAD ASS CAR A CHEVELLE 1967!! NICE CAR! AND WE DROVE TO SAN DIEGO! AND WE WERE GOING TO SOME LOCAL SHOW I DIDNT EVEN KNOW WHO WAS PLAYING! SO WE WERE GOING TO WALK INTO THE CAFE WHEN THESE GIRLS LIKE 4 OF THEM WERE ALL STARING US DOWN SO WE WERE LIKE WHAT THE FUCK BIATCHES AND THEY STARTED TO TALK SHIT SO WE JUST FUCKEN KICKED ALL OF THEIR ASSES !! YES YES AND THEN WE GOT INTO THE CAR AND FUCKEN DROVE OFF FULL SPEED BEFORE THE PIGS SHOWED UP! SO WE JUST WENT TO THE BEACH AND HAD SOME SMOKES AND HUNG OUT AND THEN I GOT HOME BEFORE MY MOM DID OF COURSE AND DRAGGED BRENDA OUT AND SLAPPED HER A COUPLE OF TIMES AND SHE WAS LIKE WHAT HAPPENED?? AND I TOLD HER AWWW SWEETIE R U OK U FELL FROM YOUR BED AND BUMPED YOUR HEAD THE MAMA CALLED THE DOCTOR AND THE DOCTOR SAID NO MORE MONKEYS JUMPING ONT THE BED!! OHHH.... I MEAN OK THAT DIDNT HAPPEN ITS A KOOL SONG JEEZ. ANYWAYS MY MOM GOT HOME AND WE ATE PIZZA AND I WAS LIKE HEY MOM! ILL KICK YOUR ASS SO WE STARTED TO WRESTLE IT WAS KOOOOL. SHE KICKED MY ASS THOUGH... ANYWAYS THATS NOT THE POINT HERE YES YES NOW IM ON MY MISSION TO MAKE MY STUPID FISH FAT! I DONT SEE IT GETTING ANY FATTER BUT WHATEVER IM GOING TO FEED IT TO THE DOG STUPID FISH I DIDNT LIKE IT ANYWAYS..... YES YES WELL THAT WAS MY DAY TODAY!
current mood:  hyper
current music: PORN
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Sunday, August 22nd, 2004
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7:21 pm - SCHOOL IS LIKE A BONER LONG AND HARD
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YESTERDAY I WENT TO THE DMV AND TOOK MY TEST THOSE ASSHOLES DIDNT LET ME TAKE IT CAUSE I NEED DO BE ENROLLED IN DRIVERS TRAINING! YES YES . YEAH SO I GUESS IM GOING TO ENROLL THIS WEEK. I WENT TO GO WATCH THE EXORCIST TOO! IT WAS SCARY! WELL I DIDNT SLEEP LAST NIGHT I WAS ALL PARANOID. YUP AND I SAW TIM AND AARON AT THE MOVIES HEHE TIM IS FUNNY OH AND ARRON GOT A BAD ASS TAT2. YES YES AND TODAY ITS WAS BORING I HAD TO GO TO STINKY MEX. TO VISIT MY AUNT. AND I WAS THEIR ALL DAY SLEEPING ON HER BED. YUP OH YEAH I HAD COCKTAIL WITH OCTAPUS IT WAS DELICIOUS!!! OH YEAH FAT FISH:)
current mood:  lazy
current music: VICE SQUAD> OFFERING
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